it's good to be back

i feel myself now. i'm not missing taiwan as much . & i guess that's a very good thing.

i hang out with friends, almost everyday. i thank them for always making me smile. i haven't been on this thing for a while. only because i'm WAY too lazy to type what i feel like typing.

mann, NCIS, law&order, Bones. They've never been better. Even though i've seen the episodes maybe 379845 times. not really, but you get the point.

oookay, so my neighbor person, is moving out. finished with DBHS. wow. time flies.

i have nothing else to write really.

except, i'm in my asian phase again! hahaha, liking asian stuff again. like the daily shows and all that. it's really interesting. hahah.

well, i'm off then.

- CLEEEEE.

amazing

how much one can miss a certain place.

The first two weeks, I was pretty sad. I wanted to go home and see my family and hang out with my friends. And watch movies. And go some place fun. I couldn't wait for the trip to end.

The short term mission was one week in tai zhong and another in yi lan. It's been so good. I didn't want to come back. And i found out, I could have stayed for more days -__________- gosh. MAN. I WANT TO GO BACK and see all the people. I miss the kids tremendously. Some of them were pretty wild, but they were all so cute. I miss them so much ):

& I want to see Cathy and Jenny, & the rest of the youth group at taizhong. and then the crazy, independent kids in yilan. And the place they live. You'd think a standard house in America was a mansion. & i'm not lying at all. They's homes are so beat up because it's more like the country-side. So yeah. Sigh. Well, I know one day I will go back for sure. But I wouldn't know where to find them. I know where a few of them live.

I want to go back to taizhong & just talk to them. Hang out with them. There are so many teenagers. Well, kind of. You can't really tell their age really. There's a guy, he looks 20, but he's actually 25 -___-X & then a girl that looks 20, who's actually 15 -____-; 

But, now that I'm back, I don't know what to do.

hello from Taiwan

HIIIIIIIII. From Taiwan. Oh goodness. i thought i would be going through computer ... what's the word ? o_o wow. whatevrrr.

soo, the flight was okay. like really. so nervous! said goodbyes to the 'rents before the customs and yeahh. goooodness. LOL. but i liked the customs guy. because i was smiling when i went through. you know, i can't seem to remember why either. LOL, so whenn i went through, he was like 'okay, make sure you keep smiling.' BAHHAA. OH DUDE. And the lady who was taking care of the things that passed on the x-ray thing, she saw my shoes and she was like, 'can i see those shoes?' and i was like, '*nervous* sureeee.' she showed them to the lady looking at the x-ray thing, and she's like, ' hey these shoes are real nice.' and i was like -____- HAHAHHA. so yeah. oh and also i saw one of my friends on the same flight, but after, i couldn't find her. maybe i'll see her somewhere ... hahah. maybeh. so, i waited. texted. read. and yeahh.

i had the middle seat. the worst. but it wasn't that bad. i hope i don't get it again though. annoying. NO, actually, i think it was only that 'MATTHEW' came ): so annoying. went through paranoia much of the ride, hoping he wouldn't 'leak out the news' -___-X and yeahh.

and i arrived, a much 16 hours later. slept like on and off. and read. nearr the end, i turned on the interactive stuff, like the movies and what not. WOW. dude. nice music. & THE BEST PART?! CSI: MIAMI and CSI: NY . there were two small episodes. FREAKING BOMB! :D that made me extra happy. heh.

and so now, i'm at my aunt's work. but at least i have internet and i know people. it's nice. definitely. SO HOT HERE. and it's not just hot, it's humid. now i understand what these people were talking about.
person1 - dude, it's so hot, it's like taiwan.
person2 - no, it's definitely not like taiwan.
person1 - why not?
person2 - my shirt isn't sticking to my back yet -_____-
BAHAHHA. true stuff mannn.

so, yeahhhhhh. well, i'm missing all my people in the US of A (:

love
- CLEEEEE.

i am

finally a senior! awesome! ahhah. it's kinda like the epitome of what all students want to become. before going off to college that is. get ready for some big change. i can't believe so much time has just passed by, it feels like only thirty minutes i was a junior/sophomore/freshman. of course, i'll never forget the years at DBHS. nahhh, they were my favorites. there were ups and downs,  but you know what ? i got through them all. & i'm ecstatic to start my last year of high school and move on. it seems that's what everyone wants to do. but then we reminisce and think, is it really better now, then back then ? no, i believe the past is easier. it's just right. but moving on is a part of life . and i'm willing to take the first step.

so basically, it's like what ... the fifth day of vacation, excluding weekends ? friday, monday, tuesday, wednesday. oh, consider it thursday too, since it's midnight (: therefore, five days!

afterschool went to get nails done. it was good, until it started chipping & stuff. apparently, not only me. wu and jung, of course, went with me. 

thanks you guys, i don't think i could have made it through high school without you.

around me

they are
around me.
surrounding, 
hidden
everywhere.
secrets that i must keep
while others let them go.
they show,
let loose.
only one,
am i, 
to feel this way.
maybe it was bound to 
be like this.
but it's hard to cope
when everything
has lots its hope.
i guess.
all i can do
is
wait.

but what,
am i waiting
for?
and that
is the 
question.

so close

to last day of school! ;D ahahha. it's awesome. but i'll miss all the seniors. because it's that much different. goossh. i'm going to miss them so much. there aren't older people here to bother us little ones anymore ):

well. there will always be time. no matter how much less we have of it. mmkay. well, nothing big has happened really.

dance auditions were on friday. ahah. combo was interesting. though went there at like 3:30 , the whole room was cramped as heckk. wowzers.

hmm, and then link crew. ): i made it.

umm. yeahh. 

well, i definitely need to go chill with the bests sooon. though it's been only two days, i feel like i haven't seen them in the longest time ever! yes, i'm that much paranoid.

hmm, well, yeahh. Life'sGood. but, sometimes, not good enough. mhmm. dude. i've been watching NCIS episodes online! omg! the best you could ever get! ;D

- CLEEEEE.

dance concert

was awesome. Man, this year was really good. But there are so many people graduating ): and we won't be in the same classes or anything. I'm going to miss those seniors terribly. Like, really, I will. Even the dancers who I don't really know. Like what some people said in the circle. I don't know you, but you inspire me. You guys always help and stuff. And it's like all together and whatevs. So, it's going to be SOO different. Dance concert was pretty good though. RAMA LAMA . goood jobs. It was pretty darn goood. Because of the tutting, major applause. hahahha (: it was good. AMDC is soo crazy. 

I remember my mom saying. What kind of dancing is that, when i first told her about hip hop. And she's like whatever about it. But then, last year, when she saw AMDC, she was like totally interested and wanted to watch them dance more. But nahh. No more. Amazingly, they only have one dance all together & I think that's not enough. Who's with me ?! yeahh, i thought so. [hope i'm not the only one] . It was gooooooood. 

DUDEE! ME AND JUNG GOT LOCKED IN GIRL'S RESTROOM. Man, was that pathetic, funny, embarrassing or what ?! HAHAHA. danng, it was effing funny though, I thought. ahah, mann. all those moments. 

What happens when we're the seniors ?