around me

they are
around me.
surrounding, 
hidden
everywhere.
secrets that i must keep
while others let them go.
they show,
let loose.
only one,
am i, 
to feel this way.
maybe it was bound to 
be like this.
but it's hard to cope
when everything
has lots its hope.
i guess.
all i can do
is
wait.

but what,
am i waiting
for?
and that
is the 
question.